Today we went to visit Jacob's gravesite.
It was a little rough. Emily, who until now has been too little to really understand, fell apart at the site and cried that she "missed him." Brittany was fairly stoic, as usual. Kaedra was running around looking at the other babies' flowers. Michael went and sat on a bench for awhile. I put Jacob's new flowers in and arranged them.
As we were walking away, I felt like something was wrong. I looked behind me, sure we had left one of the kids behind.
Of course, we had.