It's been a long time. A long, long time. Time enough to wonder if I should come back to this blog or just start another. Or even continue with the other one I already started. God said begin here. I'm here.
this is me right now. Hopefully I'll be writing more and you can see my journey from falling apart to fully living in God's abundant life. (John 10:10)
I know I'm not the only Christian going through depression and physical problems. I have a good friend right with here with me. I know that I need to take baby steps. I can't figure out what the steps are. One day I am convinced if I just take a shower every day, things will get better. As I bet you can guess, it doesn't work. So, of course, out go the daily showers. (I don't think I stink, at least no one has mentioned it)
I'm pretty darn sure sitting here and crying all day/night isn't helping either. I'm trying to praise Him in the rain but sometimes I lose my grip on His hand as I fall into the valley. This is one of the biggest valleys I've come across.
I appreciate you listening. Sometimes it's hard to put these things out there. But I think this may be part of my healing.